Thursday, October 29, 2009

I'm so weary... did I use this before as a title? Oh, who cares. I can be weary twice, eh?

No pics, just me. Have you ever had a couple of those days where you just don't know... and you feel like certain other people just don't get it? I'm in a funk between yesterday and today. Work has been a little touchy this week, and I'm just not getting a good feeling. It's so weird. This is why; my husband has been going through some very difficult times at his place of employment for a long time. When he left this past Wednesday morning to go back to work, I remember feeling sad for him, spending some time in prayer for him, and thinking to myself that it must be difficult going to work day after day when things are just so wrong. I felt sympathy and my heart actually hurt for him and all the while, thinking in my head and heart, I'm so lucky to have a job that I go to and am marginally happy with. Later the same day, I went to work, and things were just so wrong. Ironic, one might say. If you read this, Honey, I love you with all of my heart...

No pics, just me,
Good night,
Penny Suzie


just a little bit shabby said...

What a bummer. But I think we all have days or times like that in our lives..It doesn't make it any easier but it is nice to know we aren't the only ones who feel this way! Hope the outlook gets better soon!
Hugs and more hugs,

Ginger said...

I know exactly what you are saying, I've been there too.
Even now, there are good days and bad days...sometimes I start feeling sorry for myself.
But lately I've been reading some blogs where the women are really going through some tragedies, and I think how lucky I really am.
Hang in there, things will get better and the days will be brighter.

English Cottage in Georgia said...

Oh how I relate to your feeling of sadness. You did not say in your post, but your comment mentioned the passing of your Mom at this time of the year.
It is odd, but I have found myself profoundly sad and then realized it was about the time someone dear to me passed. Other times I have been restless and anxious with sadness thrown in and then something which requires prayer and tenacity occurs.
You are in my prayers.
As for the TorT'ers. I am at the same point of turning out the light. I have spent alot of money on candy and still ran out. Next year, I believe my light will be off. Last year, even after turning off the light, we had TorT'ers come to the door.
Godspeed to you and your hubby.