Monday, January 5, 2009
Kind a late on a Monday...
I'm very tired. My poor husband woke up at 2:45 AM to get himself ready for work today. He tries to leave by 3:30 am. He has a 2 hour drive to his brother's home, and then it's about 20 mins. from there to his job. He doesn't have to be to work until 6:30 AM, but I'm not sure why he leaves so early... I think it's just in case he runs into worse weather conditions than we have here at home.
The reason I'm tired is that he headed to sleep at 9:00 pm last night... came downstairs at 11:10 pm all frustrated that he couldn't fall asleep. He was ready to head out the door and drive to go "to work"... but thankfully I was able to talk him out of it. I asked him to try some medicine that would at least allow him to get a few hours of sleep. (Nothing narcotic.) We fell asleep with him in my arms... I wouldn't let go until I heard him snore (through my ear-plugs). Thankfully, he was at least able to get about 3 hours of good sleep. I remember letting him go after I heard him start snoring, and then I continued to pray for him the rest of the night in between very extraordinary dreams. Whatever. The hubs got up and then I got up shortly thereafter... just to be with him before he had to go to work. I was very tired, but I just wanted him to know that I was there for him before he went to work. He's been having such a difficult time with work. My husband and my heavenly Father are my whole life. I don't want to see anything happen to him because of "relationship" stuff or any other reason...not nothing, no how!
My heart is so concerned for this man. I know that the Lord's will is going to be done in our lives, but I don't want anything to harm this man that I love. I need him... very much.
And that's all I have to say about that...
Humming - Shout to The LORD all the earth let us sing, Power and Majesty and Praise to the King! Amen (Such a great song!) It just popped into my head.