Well, it's late (11:00 pm) on Sunday night. I've had a really crappy week. I don't really want to get into details other than I'm not doing well this week. November 1st was the 10 year anniversary of my Mom passing away. I didn't do well that day. But, as they say, life goes on.
Today was Sunday. I wanted to go to church today. But, I was so tired and worn down over my week, I actually spent most of my day resting... sleeping... in bed... or wherever felt comfortable. There is a comment I remember someone saying while I was going through my chemo and radiation about your energy level. I said I can't wait to get my energy back... and she looked at me and said "Honey, you never get that back." Truly... she meant about not to the fullest before you battled with the cancer. I spend a lot of time being tired. For no apparent reason... and most of the time I just assume it's from the treatment I had. I'm tired. I'm gonna go.