Sunday, November 2, 2008

And then it was Sunday night...

Well, it's late (11:00 pm) on Sunday night. I've had a really crappy week. I don't really want to get into details other than I'm not doing well this week. November 1st was the 10 year anniversary of my Mom passing away. I didn't do well that day. But, as they say, life goes on.

Today was Sunday. I wanted to go to church today. But, I was so tired and worn down over my week, I actually spent most of my day resting... sleeping... in bed... or wherever felt comfortable. There is a comment I remember someone saying while I was going through my chemo and radiation about your energy level. I said I can't wait to get my energy back... and she looked at me and said "Honey, you never get that back." Truly... she meant about not to the fullest before you battled with the cancer. I spend a lot of time being tired. For no apparent reason... and most of the time I just assume it's from the treatment I had. I'm tired. I'm gonna go.

Just me


Anonymous said...

Dear Penny Sue,
I just read the comment that you left me and I am so touched. I spent the entire weekend in Illinois visiting my very ill father (severe dementia) and my MIL who had major surgery and is failing a lot faster than we thought possible. HE is the ONLY HOPE we have and HE never changes and HE never will. That is something I hold onto every day that he gives me to walk this earth. HE is in control, not me. God bless you Penny Sue and I will lift you up today to our Father.


Farm Chick Paula said...

I'm so sorry you had a bad week, sweetie... ((HUG)) I know you're missing your Momma....
I hope this week is better for you!!

Pink Slippers said...

Sometimes when we don't or can't get to church that's when we HAVE to go. It's when we need it the most. I understand what you are saying about being tired but sometimes you have to MAKE yourself go because then you will feel stronger and uplifted. I will be praying for you.